Song Of The Day- *Up All Night*

"Famous like a drug, I've taken too much. I never trip, just peace happiness and love."

Song Of The Day -*Does She Know*

"Does she know what she did? I walk around smellin' her scent, wantin' her lips. And every time i lay down, go to sleep it is you that i see. Wish you'd come to me, cause you're still on my brain. I just can't...I just can't."

Todays Thoughts

OK, so i was on YouTube this morning, and i come across a stupid video. I watch it [while losing every bit of brain cell i had in my cranium] just for the heck of it. It was WAY stupid [a sumo wrestler tryna rap, while his huge man titties (bigger than a grown woman) dangling as he spits], like really? FAIL ! Anyways, i scroll down, read the comments and here we go, "Well, Mr. Obama said we are all family and blah blah blah." Like does anybody really care? Look, not everything has to do with politics. This was just something stupid for the people at home to watch so they can laugh. Why do we have to ruin a perfectly stupid YouTube video with ignorant politic comments? Like really? Come on now... The video was already stupid on its own and you just had to take it a step further. Yes, i love my president, but not everything we do in life is about him. What's next? When we make love, "Stop! Wait. Did President Obama say this is OK. Did he say "Yes We Can!" to this?" Lord, fool! Please, take a seat. I woulda slapped the fool and said, "Why should that matter? Hm, now i see who comes first in this relationship. It's over." Like seriously. I will never have a boyfriend with politic interests, 'cause everything in life would be about that one thing. Sorry readers, i just had to vent with you on this one. But i mean, think about it. Is politics really necessary in every situation? You wanna speak politics, fine! Book yourself a show on CNN that's all I'm sayin'.

Today's Thoughts

When you make me mad, there's no doubt about it. I'm angry. But did you also know that when I'm mad, i don't wanna have anything to do with you? Well, that's how i am. It seems like every time I'm mad at a person, i see signs of them everywhere and that makes me feel guilty. At the same time though, i can really care less because being that I'm stubborn, I'm not gonna forgive you that easily. Make it up to me? You darn skippy you will and I'll make sure of it. You think you're gonna continue to hurt me and I'll let it go, you're sadly mistaken. You have lots to learn about me if you think that's how i roll. I'm the type of person where you please me, or simply don't. And if you don't, like Drake would say, "Show Me A Good Time", cause i just wanna be a free spirit. I don't need you [in general] holding me back. Not any amount of love can hold me back from what I'm striving to be. To be successful, you have to be focused. Only way to do that is to shake everything off your shoulders, including the ones you love, and find your inner focus. But don't stress it though, I'll find you in the future..

Song Of The Day

Shut It Down- Drake ft. The-Dream

Today's Thoughts

You know that feeling when you get worried when you don't talk somebody in over a week? To me, a week feels like months. Then when you let your mind wonder off, and then you think about the worst and possible death. I hate that. We all have a negative patch in our brains and it has you thinking about all the bad things that could happen to a person. Sucks, huh? Yeah, you would think so.. I hate it. When it comes down to me, i could be on lock down and still find a way to talk to all my important people. You know why, cause I'm sneaky. I have ways. I find ways. I'll get up at the crack of dawn, yet still find a way to talk to my mains. That's cause i love y'all. I'm a very dedicated person. And if you ever get caught, that's how you know you're not as sneaky as you thought, huh? Smh, excuses, excuses, but I always find ways. But i guess that's how we all differ from each other, right?

Song Of The Day

"Who knew my home for happiness would soon be misery? Hate that we're so distant girl do you even miss me at all? I guess life ain't no fair..no no noo"


*Black Roses by Trey Songz*

*Happy Birthday Gramma!

Happy Fourth Of July!

Cheers To You Daddy!

You've put me down one too many times
So i think it's about that time i put my feelings into rhymes
You've let my spirits die so many times it hurts
If you felt how i felt, then reality would be vice-versed
I probably made up a new word, who knows?
But you should tell me how this next promise will be ruined and how it goes
If it dies just like our relationship did
You remember that Daddy, back when i was a kid?
When you left me and Mommy when i became a certain age
And how it leads up to now, why I'm filled with so much rage
In our relationship you tried to engage
Would that really be successful, or should i turn another page?
Of life of course, is there a feeling of remorse?
'Cause i can turn over leaves, and construct a new course
Is that what you want?
Do you feel any type of way?
For every promise you break, i should make you pay
It'll add up every bit of cents you owe
All that money in child support, it may make you grow
Not as a person, but maybe as a daddy
If you never really wanted me, you never should've had me
Does this bother you much, or do you even bother?
Because you never meant well, not even as my father...

*Happy Birthday Mommy!

Today's my moms birthday, and i consider her one of the oldest but youngest moms ever! She definitely doesn't look her age, so i consider my mom young. She's good looking, thank God! Her looks depends on me. If she's ugly, I'm ugly.. I look almost exactly like her. I talk like her. Act like her at times. I'm pretty much a younger version of my mom! I love it! I love her. Support her. We go through tough times, but let me tell you, without her and God, i wouldn't be here. So i love her, and trust her when it comes to certain things. She does a great job being a single mother, and raising me wasn't always easy. I was her first born child. She had me at the age of 27. Man, what can i say? She's the reason I'm standing tall today. She, at times, keeps me grounded. She always tells me, "There's nothing in this world that you can't do." She's a great mom, and she always means well. We clash heads sometimes, but that doesn't mean i love her any less. I love you mom, and i hope you have a good one!

Zodiac Sign: Cancer (The Crab)
Element: Water
Ruler: The Moon
Season: Summer
4th Sign of Zodiac
Metal: Silver
Stone: Pearl
Color: White, Yellow
Keywords: Gentle, Conservative, Feeling, Nurturing, DEFENSIVE, CONTEMPLATIVE.

Where We At This Summer?

Beach?North Carolina?Pool?

Shopping?LA?

Florida?

Or...working?