My Hubbies!!! XD

Trey..

Dominic "Legacy"

Evan Ross..

Daniel "Diggy" Simmons

Christopher Maurice Brown..

Romeo..(Not so little anymore)

Good For NOTHING

I hate life! I hate every single thing about it. Why do i have all this on my hands? How much can an average 13 year-old take? I'm tired of wasting my breath and time on a mother who just can't understand what i go through. You never give me a chance to talk, to be independent, to be something she's forcing me to be. You gave birth to me, you wanted me here so i thought, you so call "love" me, and all i think of that is it's just a bunch of SHIT! I hate using profanity against my own family, but when you push me to an extend, i crack under the pressure you put me under. You don't give a damn about me, you're always pissed at the world and the only way to get it off your chest is to act like you regret having me. Well, that wish would've been true almost 13 years ago. You almost lost me and yourself at the same time, but yet you wanted me here for what purpose exactly? So that when i grow up you put all matters on my hands and expect me to run the world on my own? All the things me and the family say about you is true, and you just hate when your back is up against the wall so the only person you can take it out on is ME. Well mom, that's ok. When i get older imma do all the things you don't want me to do. I will be with the person you don't want me to be with. Imma be successful and rise above all odds without your help. But everything is ok. Oh, and by the way mom, love is what's keeping me alive. Smiley knows what i mean and you should as well... Love your worst daughter EVER =)

Caramel's In The House!!

YUP! It's so super official I'm back on this kick arzzz! (My new word of the day) So I'm chillin at the spot and all that. Today was totally suckish..lunch detention is not the best way to spend your lunch =(. It's like, I'm the smart one who knows how to do fractions, knows not to talk in Mr. Pearce's class, and knows not to cheat in History class and then lie about it. But hey that's just me, your average puerto rican 13 year old who's new name is....[drum roll] "Caramel"!!! So super proud of myself, I'm so high don't wanna come down. Well..my advice for the day is that you have to find time to make time. Make lemonade out of lemons, like really. Time is limited and the best ways to waste it is to do the things that PLEASE you =P. Yeah! Oh and here's an advice for parents, YOU CAN'T RUIN OR TRY TO RUN YOUR KIDS SOCIAL LIFE, YOU'RE NOT GONNA GET YOUR WAY!! Trust me, let us screw up don't try to be one step ahead. SOTD Hey Daddy~ Usher ft.Plies Becky~Plies

I'm Back And I Kicked Out 09!!!

MAXXING AND BACK ON THIS!! First blog in the new year I'm so sorry for not blogging in like mad long, but blame it on my computer. I'm on my auntie's at the moment blasting music with her. But um it be 2010 baby! Out the 09- losing pretty much the only father figure i have had in my life time (gramps aka Papa) love ya lots!, losing and gaining lots but 09 sucked so much. Imma make 2010 MY year, gotta get back in the game and refocus and what's really important in my life. I've welcomed a new baby cousin in my life, I've experienced heartbreak real bad. But lets start fresh. I'm 13 now with a big heart, it's a new chapter in my life. Just got back on track after my "heartbreak" situation. Like Ne-Yo said, it's all because of you just remember that. Parents can't run my social life or else I'll be no where so lets be real. If this isn't a dream lets make it real. Life isn't a game, you only get one chance to live so lets make our mistakes lets screw up lets make life changing choices cuz you only gonna be able to live once. SOTD Crazy- Ne-Yo ft Jay-Z Remember that one? Live long and prosper Words from (someones) DEW but EVERYBODYS baby