Good For NOTHING

I hate life! I hate every single thing about it. Why do i have all this on my hands? How much can an average 13 year-old take? I'm tired of wasting my breath and time on a mother who just can't understand what i go through. You never give me a chance to talk, to be independent, to be something she's forcing me to be. You gave birth to me, you wanted me here so i thought, you so call "love" me, and all i think of that is it's just a bunch of SHIT! I hate using profanity against my own family, but when you push me to an extend, i crack under the pressure you put me under. You don't give a damn about me, you're always pissed at the world and the only way to get it off your chest is to act like you regret having me. Well, that wish would've been true almost 13 years ago. You almost lost me and yourself at the same time, but yet you wanted me here for what purpose exactly? So that when i grow up you put all matters on my hands and expect me to run the world on my own? All the things me and the family say about you is true, and you just hate when your back is up against the wall so the only person you can take it out on is ME. Well mom, that's ok. When i get older imma do all the things you don't want me to do. I will be with the person you don't want me to be with. Imma be successful and rise above all odds without your help. But everything is ok. Oh, and by the way mom, love is what's keeping me alive. Smiley knows what i mean and you should as well... Love your worst daughter EVER =)