Song Of The Day- *I Like*

"I'd like to take the time to love your body. Rub your body, kiss, and hug your body. Girl say ohh ohh i like, ooh ooh i like.."

Today's Thoughts

You know, sometimes you can't grasp it because it happens so fast. Other times you're too young to fully understand that a person's gone. When you get older, i think that's when it hurts the most because now you've experienced it and you can understand. It's something you can't take back. No amount of "I'm sorry's" is gonna bring my gramps, or Aaliyah back in my picture. Why did Aaliyah take that flight? I don't know.. Why and how do we develop cancer and not know it until it's at its last stage? I don't know.. Most of us die from natural causes, but you know what i say? God must've needed you way more than we did because he took you guys away from us. Both of you guys were angels to me. Angels that i looked up to, angels that i came to for inspiration. And i took advantage of that. When i was younger, death never made me cry. I didn't believe, i couldn't understand it. It didn't bother me, and I'm sorry for that. But now I've come to realize that death is no joke. It keeps you on your toes. It's got me running scared because i was put in several situations that would either go perfectly fine, or get beyond ugly. Hell yeah, I've seen a gun before. Scariest thing i ever seen in my life! But at the same time, i rather see the gun, than to see death take control of me. I've lived through several catastrophes, but I'm still standing strong. Now I'VE become other peoples inspiration. Now I've become an angel on Earth..

Youtube!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E14kNqMwD6s&feature=fvhl omg! I'm sorry but lmaoo at this one! So good, i had to blog about it no doubt! Lol, wow... This is crowned one of the most stupidest things anyone has ever done!

Song Of The Day- *Dirty Girl*

"And baby all night i been standing here watching you. And i been mesmerized by everything that you do girl.  And the way you grinding wanna take you flying to my island and show you how we get down."

Today's Thoughts

GET ON YOUR TWITTER FLOW!! ASAP!..

Nike Time..

'I am Iron Man!! Hero Up!'

Song Of The Day- *Hot Toddy*

"We did it Indian style had the girls speaking in tongue. She like, 'Young you hung what you done done? Stop before you wake up my mom i might..(ahhh)' Now that I've arrived it's time that i go.. I'm so cold, I'm so cold.."

Song Of The Day- *Can't Be Friends*

"And i wish i never felt so deep in love with you now there ain't no way we can be friends."

Today's Thoughts

You know, women feel so degraded sometimes. I see the way they carry themselves with such little respect. If you're a woman and you say things like "I'm the baddest bitch. I'm the queen B. I'm the head bitch of the movement" you have no respect for yourself. For one thing, you're calling yourself a dog. Is that the way you see yourself? When you consider yourself a bitch, guess what, people will treat you the way you allow them to. People will treat you the way you treat and carry yourself. Your showing an image of ignorance because you're totally unaware of the situation. And for the women out there who think they are bitches, refer themselves as bitches, you're simple. Society has changed. It's not so open-minded anymore. People will discriminate people like that and i don't allow people like that to be apart of my life. If people in general have no self-respect, what makes you think they have respect for other people?

Song Of The Day- *Holding You Down (Goin' In Circles)*

"It's a shame that you don't care enough to even give me half the love i give to you.."

Song Of The Day- *Speakin' In Tungs*

Song Of The Day- *ROCKSTAR 101*

"So baby take me in. I'll disobey the law. Make sure you frisk me good, check my panties and my bra."

Today's Thoughts

If you know you're doing something you're not supposed to, or hiding something from somebody, why the hell aren't you subtle about it? Like, you're not low, but you sink pretty low from where i stand. You make it mad obvious. I swear adults are stupid. Not all, but the majority of them are. You think kids don't take health class anymore or something? Did you forget how old i was? Or are you just plain stupid? Ignorant maybe? Something has to be wrong, if you think i'm lacking knowledge in this situation. I'm not an idiot. See, what people should know is, you mess with my emotions, the dark side will come outta me. When that dark side is out, y'all better run for the light cause you're dead. I will treat you worse than dirt. I have people who've been on that dark side before, not a pretty place.. And the amount of disrespect you show me?! That's alright, i got something for you. ALL OF YOU, will pay for this one way or another. And i don't even seek revenge, i have people that will pay you back for the amount of disrespect in pain you've shown me in the past 10 years. The dark side is out, and i think it wants to stick around and play with a few people for a while.. Hahaha, enjoy : )

Song Of The Day- *Letting Go (Dutty Love)*

"And if i come over there, I'll lock up them lips. Yo, i feel like letting go."

Song Of The Day- *Like A Virgin Again*

"If i get it imma hit it right. I know you tired, it's the middle of the night. Wanna give you that good love. Fall in love with me shorty, you just might.."

I Miss You-*Snippet Only*

Everyday is a struggle to get my mind to focus
Everyday is so hard just to get myself to notice
That you're not here, i only see you in my dreams
Wishing that you were near, living in fear as it seems






A 4 LINE SNIPPET..

TO BE CONTINUED..

Today's Thoughts

So you know how when your mom's in labor with you. Her water broke and she's in the hospital pushing you out, right? Why is it that when you come out she says things like, "Oh, this baby is my everything," "This my love," and blah blah blah. You know, i didn't listen to none of that. Cause it's like, once you turn 5, she's gonna find something else to replace you with and it's cold because i was here first above anything else in this world. It's like I'm the last thing on your mind, and to me that's bad parenting and I'm only 13. Once you turn a certain age, your parents split, your dad doesn't wanna come and visit you anymore, you're the last thing on your moms mind when it comes to her job and her poor excuse for a boyfriend, and she'll please your other sibling before she'll come to you about anything. Now what does that sound like to you? Isn't that messed up? You waste your whole life sitting around thinking you and your mom are on good terms, thinking you can, for once, spend a moment where you actually bond with your mother and find the good times that you had.. It hurts. Why should a boyfriend have to ruin a relationship between a mother and daughter, especially if the daughter came before he did? To me, that's real petty because i see where your priorities are at. Then the moms wonder why you spend so much time with your gramma instead of her. LIKE, I KNOW YOU ARE NOT TRYNA GET JEALOUS OVER THIS LITTLE THING. My gramma, [and grampa when he was here] always put me first in their hearts, and i'm not even their own kid! Now tell me who really should be jealous here. On second thought, i would NEVER be jealous that you spend more time with the ugliest, low-down, black crumble with no respect, not even a portion of a man that you call a boyfriend! I know you could have done better..

Todays Thoughts -*I'm #1*

No, I'm not a hater. I think far from jealous, but if i was here first, why am i coming second? First in command. First responsible when you die. First to take charge.. I'm #1, but i come #2 in your life. I was your first child. My sister came last, and so did her father. I'm #1, but the last thing on your mind. It hurts, but you don't care. You ignore my feelings completely. You can care less about my opinions. I see now that your decision is made, great. "I hope that you miss me a little when I'm gone." I don't wanna have anything to do with you. Since i come last, i put myself first. I don't worry about anything but me and my sister. College is right around the corner. Get it out now, cause when I'm gone, I'm gone. When i move out, that's it. Make every moment like it's your last with me. I plan to be successful and be everything you weren't. I plan to out shine you. If i have kids, i plan to be a way better mother than you are to me. I plan to be a better person than you ever were, and make wiser decisions. So take that, and let it marinate. Because no matter what you say, i can't and won't settle for less. I will be #1.