Today's Thoughts

You know, sometimes you can't grasp it because it happens so fast. Other times you're too young to fully understand that a person's gone. When you get older, i think that's when it hurts the most because now you've experienced it and you can understand. It's something you can't take back. No amount of "I'm sorry's" is gonna bring my gramps, or Aaliyah back in my picture. Why did Aaliyah take that flight? I don't know.. Why and how do we develop cancer and not know it until it's at its last stage? I don't know.. Most of us die from natural causes, but you know what i say? God must've needed you way more than we did because he took you guys away from us. Both of you guys were angels to me. Angels that i looked up to, angels that i came to for inspiration. And i took advantage of that. When i was younger, death never made me cry. I didn't believe, i couldn't understand it. It didn't bother me, and I'm sorry for that. But now I've come to realize that death is no joke. It keeps you on your toes. It's got me running scared because i was put in several situations that would either go perfectly fine, or get beyond ugly. Hell yeah, I've seen a gun before. Scariest thing i ever seen in my life! But at the same time, i rather see the gun, than to see death take control of me. I've lived through several catastrophes, but I'm still standing strong. Now I'VE become other peoples inspiration. Now I've become an angel on Earth..