Dedicated to You...Courtesy of CB

I enjoy you I never want to see you leave girl You made my life so complete and I don't want to move too fast no 'Cause you're too special I really love the way (I do) You make me feel inside you wonder why my spirit is so happy You touched my heart Every part Whenever you speak to me I love what we have going on I may never find another one like you For me I have no worries Once i step into your presences You have a way of helping me See that everything's OK What else can I say? ** We started out Saying (saying) That we would just be friends But special feelings Have arisen What are we suppose to do now Here in the mean while? I really love the way (I do) You make me feel inside you wonder why my spirite is happy 'Cause you came in And changed the meaning Of a true friend And this just the beginning You touched my heart Every part Whenever you speak to me I love what we have going on I may never find another one like you for me **I may never find another one like you for me** **I may never find another one like you for me** **I may never find another one like you for me** <3>

I Love You

Words can't even begin to express how i feel right now. Hold up *put my nerd specks on* ok that's better. I really mean it this time, why am i living? For my family? No. To change the world? Not hardly. I'm living because i love someone. I gave my heart to you November 17, 2008 and if i stopped it from beating, I'll be killing you too. I really don't care who can see this because i have to get this out...Baby, i love you more than you know. "You're too young to be feeling like this", "What you know about love?", "You too young to be in a relationship." That right there is what i get from the people who "love" me. What more can i do, but flick them off right? People can't tell me what my heart wants, and I'll be damned if they do. I'm forced to love certain things such as my family, or something like that. But how about thinking outside the box for a minute? Can't you find love somewhere else other than in your own home? I really didn't think i would end up with you after all these years, but you are always full of surprises. You mean so much to me, you DO so much for me. You know, i see the way you get treated and how you get bagged on and stuff. That's not me and it will never be me. I'm that person that will make you feel better when your mom laughs in your face. You can always talk to me, lean on me, or cry on me if you need to. And even if i can't find the words to make you feel better, what more can i say but i love you. I will always love you. I look past your flaws, and look into your inner beauty. You're beautiful, love. No matter what they say, you will always be beautiful. They'll put you down, but I'll always bring you up. Let them say what they want, but i bet they will never have a person like me...Ily :-*

Let the Picture Do the Speaking

When i find the words to tell you how i feel, I'll let you know.

Spring Break. . .Starts Now

Ughhh. Why do i hate spring break so much? I hate being away from certain people. It just dawned on me that you had said, "{Sigh} I miss you, it's not like how it was at Lincoln when there was no way of avoiding you. You were always there." Yep, that was a direct quote. Omg, you are SO right! I miss you so much. I hate being away from you which is why i walk you to class sometimes or something like that. Am i obsessed, or is this what it is? This really bites. Its funny how in 6th grade we were so sure we were gonna be in the same classes, like we knew our schedules right off that bat. I can't even begin to tell you how off we were! Omg. . .and I'm losing my sanity! I can't stay sane when I'm away from you. I'm so abnormal and anti-social it's not even funny. It's like i lose all my feeling when I'm away from you. "Why does every hello end with a goodbye?" Demi is right. . .why does it have to be that way? Why?

Cheating Secrets. . .

What if you knew something, a secret that you weren't supposed to know and if you told it, it could possibly sabotage a person you love? Hm, well i have that sort of sitch right now. I know secrets from two individuals in my life, and if i were to bellow it out, they would be done. To tell the truth, that's exactly what i want to happen. I've known this dude for about 8 or 9 years now and i think it's about that time for him to go. I haven't liked him since day 1, but should i erase him from my thoughts by hurting my mom? It isn't like she isn't hurting already, but i don't wanna see her hurt completely all the way to the core over some guy who doesn't treat her right. Put it this way, you both cheated. You both stretched the boundaries completely too far and right in front of my face nonetheless! But still, when the time is right, I'll speak up. I just feel so powerful as of right now. I have the power to end something that should have ended 8 years ago when i was 4.

Tech Decks^

If you're cool, you'll have one..=)

On the Real..Haters No Comment

Your request said that you wanted me to blog today, so i will. I'm like in outer space right now fanting like never before. The future...i want to happen so bad. Highly anticipating for my prolonged future to be set in place. Wouldn't it just be nice though. Alright so I'm gonna have either a purple or electric blue car (not sure what kind). Imma have this real sexy apartment, flat screen, odee furniture, a puppy named Bubbles (Yorkie), and a queen sized bed. Yes boss sounds nice! I'm in such a weird mood though. On one hand I'm angry because..Well where do i start really? I HATE it when people try to feel up on Smiley. I know she a 5 star chick and all that but no. First of all it's repulsive to us girls when you go around feeling on our butt and boobs. Second that's my bestest, what is wrong with you? Third...they're not yours. I don't know. Yes, i have a jealousy problem, and yes I'm short tempered, but there are things that just makes my veins pop and my blood boil. Then you made her cry you jackazz what is wrong with you. I don't understand people sometimes. What confuses me is that ya parents can hate me, but I'm not even half bad! Like really I'm an angel compared to the boys in my school. Psh, well buff it. Hate me for all i care. But lemme tell you something, if i make a person happy and I'm one of the best things that can happen to a person, you would have to admit that I'm not really bad. You caught me at a bad moment, and? You act like it's the end of the world. And for the record i hate you too, but why give her hell for it? So damn naive, paranoid, and childish. Like grow up. Adults act like they never been this age before. Grow up. I love your kid rather you like it or not. And just because you finally see her happy, you shouldn't have to bring Smiles down because of me..Put that in your pipe and smoke it. I've always wanted to get that off my chest. Say what you want, but when i find love i know it. Buff my piece haters if you gotta problem with this.

Weak-SWV^^^^^^ Our Song

Wow.. I really can't believe that you're singing Weak, especially for me! What? First off, lemme start off by saying that it's an honor for me to be your inspiration. I love the fact that when you hear that song you think of me. I'm amazed that you wanna go in front of all of our piers and everything just for me. I don't want you to be nervous either, just surround me in your thoughts as always and I'll be right there. And if anybody should feel a certain way, that should be me, being that it's about me. I may or may not cry we'll see. But I'll definitely be smiling the whole entire time.. And after if this really goes down, i owe you big time! Smiley^ You already sno. So i'm outie {playing Weak right now stat}

And The Award Goes to..

I don't think any of it will ever end. Why do people find that talking about me is the only way to solve their problems? OK first, NEVER talk about me when you haven't looked at yourself first. Because compared to me..you're nothing but a bottom feeder, you will NEVER be on my level. You get that? Why? My life is not all peaches and cream (112 jam) like some people think it is. My life is the hardest it's ever been and it won't be getting any easier, but i don't find talking about other people amusing. Not only were my feelings crushed, my Smiley trusted you to do the right thing. She was one of the little besties that you had and you let her down by talking about me the way that you did. And you should already sno when you become between me and Smiley, something has to be done! So yes, i dedicate this blog to you T'Nia! Congratulations, you earned it bottom feeder! I'm done playing games with you. You've officially been chopped & screwed-D.E.W and Smiley style. ILY baby {inny widda mamii}

Nicki Minaj-Take 1...ACTION!

• I keep a couple ho-s like Santa i keep a vixon, got that dasher dancer prancer dixon comet cupid donner BLITZEN! I'm hotter than 100 degrees. A lot of bread, no sesame seeds. If i'm in yo city i'm signin them Tig-O-Bitties. I'm plottin on how i can take Cassie away from Diddy. Them girls wanna Minaj, yeah they wetter than the rain then. Usher buzz me in, everybody loves Raymond!
• This ain't the next b-tch tell that b-tch fall back.
• We break like tacos, Roscoe on his knees with the snot nose.
• Flyer than a kite, i get higher than Rapunzel.
• They be thinking they can spit shine my shoes, you know i keep a bad b-tch lemme sign ya boobs.
• He pressing me like button downs on a Friday night hehehe. I'm so pretty like, he on my pedal bike, he on my low skirts, he on my edgar whites. They say Nicki don't stop u da bestest, and i just be coming off da top as bestest.
• Young Money red flag no more auditions, ask Lil Wayne who the 5 star b-tch is!
• LOL =) have a nicer day! Pop pop pop, there goes my rubberband. So stop stop stop sniffing that countraband. Cause you was penny pinchin my accounts laced. Attention! About face!

Gossiping + Backstabbing x Drama = Middle School

Like for real though, does EVERYBODY have a problem with me? I come back from an extended snow day and a weekend for this BS?! Psh, yeah right. Ya wanna hear something historical about this, NOBODY had the balls to get up and confront me about any problem they have with me. Sometimes i think they just jealous cuz it's the simple fact that..

1. I'm not a bird-head (BTW! I saw Talia today XD)
2. I don't get my clothes from the Ave.
3. I can get any boy to melt in my hand WITHOUT trying as hard as they do.
4. Couple of 8th grade boys like my a** better than theirs! =p

(MOST OBVIOUS WELL SOUGHT THING IN THE WORLD!) I look 10xx better than yall do =D

And i got SPECIAL PEEPS holdin me down so what's really good?! So all yall b*tches better listen and listen up GOOD cuz i'm not gonna repeat myself....YazzTack is in the building i can fight so what yall really want? Tired of b*tches always on my meat about BS. Wait, get yall selves a life first, then maybe i might think TWICE next time about me fighting you. And dats swerd to ya mama's =D. Btw-----ILY Babessss to the 10th power!!!