I'm Only Me

Why do people insist on getting at me? Is there like some sign on my head that say"Yo, this is yaz aka dew, get at me, get all up in my face." Like who the hell are you? I'm nobodies bitch and definitely not yours. People should so get there priorities straight and stop tryna put other people down for there own guilty pleasures. Besides i don't believe in being ugly, i call it "not appealing to the human eye." lol I'm like totally serious.. Really, I'm a great person once you get to know me. At least i think so, no cockiness intended. The jealousy is really getting old as well. I am human, i have the same thing you have. Underneath the good clothes, matchy shoes, curly hair, skinny jeans i am a human like every other human on this earth. Now is that so wrong? And i hate being known as the "teacher lover." It's really not my fault i pay attention in class, get my work done and have a great personality. That all comes naturally. Teachers have their own decisions when it comes to liking a student. It's not like I'm some wizard or something. Far from it actually. I was going more for a dazzling vampire, but i guess that works, too.

Love Is Deep, Hits You Hard..

Do people enjoy pissing me off? Everybody does that, and i do mean EVERYBODY. Why must you be so ignorant, and get it through you guy's thick empty heads that i will get you back. Like PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY, "PAY BACK IS A -----." (I would never say that where everybody can see it) But seriously.. You've got the wrong person to mess with. So i have strikes do i? Listen i will be nobody but myself. I try my best, to come to a result of continuous failing. The simple trail and error method. It comes to a point where i just don't care. Why do people enjoy quiting so early, and then play strikes like we playing like the Yankees in the world series? OK, that may be how you do it, but in my family i wanna see you try. At least put in your best effort dammit! I try so hard, do people ever realize that?! I know you...like.. Middle school can bring out peoples true colors by the way. It shows who you really are. As for me, i will never change, only because i can't except change myself. I don't know, my life is screwed up, and when you lose the people you love it hurts even more...

Lincoln Was Live

I must say i miss Lincoln so much! Longfellow will never live up to the awesome memories at Lincoln, it doesn't feel the same. That was like the cherry to my oh so juicy chocolate sundae, or the the smile to a smiley, or the chocolate to the chocolate covered strawberry. What was made there will always remain there. I miss the good times, crazy times, the awkward times, and even though special times. (Trust me we had lots) The vibes that we felt there where irreplaceable. I love it! I love you Lincoln!!

Beware of 2009!!

Honestly, 2009 is officially marked my death year. Like why the hell is everybody going so fast? I LOVE these people and cancer is taking over, and heart attacks, and other diseases and random sicknesses.. What's next, ME? And how exactly will I go? I'm not that easily broken, i give up a mean fight... "Tell me what you got to break down the walls, you just might need dynamite!" Just like Demi.. Life is crap, and if nobody will see this, try witnessing 5-6 deaths this year. I'm sick of it. Yes, this messes me up in so many ways. Mentally and emotionally. It's killing me inside, and NOBODY will see that, nobody can understand the burning pain i feel inside.. If only i can relive the moments i had with my grandfather - priceless. I loved every minute of it, nothing can top that without a doubt. I love(ed) him so much, he WAS my father to me, since my real one just comes and goes like turning seasons. I would do anything to get him back. By the way, today is my grandmothers birthday. Wanna know something? She's dead too! That's my mom's mom. My grandmother! Jeanette Lynch..amazing. I'm tired of the trial-and-error method. I give up, i'm in no control of what the Lord will hit my family with next. I love them, they sorta love me i guess.. They are a part of me and who i am. Pull through daddy! Don't give up on me, be strong for me..please.

Proud to be A PR...

Why do people love us so much? A lot of things people say is the unbelievable curly hair, or how our skin is so smooth and cool looking, or how all of us are cute, or we have the cutest dimples, or just that fact that we are cool. Whatever, I'm just proud to be Puerto Rican. : D

Idols (Part 2)

Love his music and style.

Well.... It's Miss Keri Baby, what can I say?

I love Chris Brown no questions asked. Don't care really...

Alright so here is the deal, I love Drake, his music, his style all that good stuff. BUT! He looks so much like my cousin IVAN so i admire him so much. I wonder ya know?...

Look Who's Back...

Drop It Low ~ Esther Dean ft. Chris Brown I Can Transform Ya ~ Chris Brown ft. Lil Wayne & Swizz Beats Back To The Crib ~ Juelz Satana ft. Chris Brown These are the new songs so far I've heard from Chris Brown.. Check it out lames..