I Love You

Words can't even begin to express how i feel right now. Hold up *put my nerd specks on* ok that's better. I really mean it this time, why am i living? For my family? No. To change the world? Not hardly. I'm living because i love someone. I gave my heart to you November 17, 2008 and if i stopped it from beating, I'll be killing you too. I really don't care who can see this because i have to get this out...Baby, i love you more than you know. "You're too young to be feeling like this", "What you know about love?", "You too young to be in a relationship." That right there is what i get from the people who "love" me. What more can i do, but flick them off right? People can't tell me what my heart wants, and I'll be damned if they do. I'm forced to love certain things such as my family, or something like that. But how about thinking outside the box for a minute? Can't you find love somewhere else other than in your own home? I really didn't think i would end up with you after all these years, but you are always full of surprises. You mean so much to me, you DO so much for me. You know, i see the way you get treated and how you get bagged on and stuff. That's not me and it will never be me. I'm that person that will make you feel better when your mom laughs in your face. You can always talk to me, lean on me, or cry on me if you need to. And even if i can't find the words to make you feel better, what more can i say but i love you. I will always love you. I look past your flaws, and look into your inner beauty. You're beautiful, love. No matter what they say, you will always be beautiful. They'll put you down, but I'll always bring you up. Let them say what they want, but i bet they will never have a person like me...Ily :-*