Today's Thoughts

So you know how when your mom's in labor with you. Her water broke and she's in the hospital pushing you out, right? Why is it that when you come out she says things like, "Oh, this baby is my everything," "This my love," and blah blah blah. You know, i didn't listen to none of that. Cause it's like, once you turn 5, she's gonna find something else to replace you with and it's cold because i was here first above anything else in this world. It's like I'm the last thing on your mind, and to me that's bad parenting and I'm only 13. Once you turn a certain age, your parents split, your dad doesn't wanna come and visit you anymore, you're the last thing on your moms mind when it comes to her job and her poor excuse for a boyfriend, and she'll please your other sibling before she'll come to you about anything. Now what does that sound like to you? Isn't that messed up? You waste your whole life sitting around thinking you and your mom are on good terms, thinking you can, for once, spend a moment where you actually bond with your mother and find the good times that you had.. It hurts. Why should a boyfriend have to ruin a relationship between a mother and daughter, especially if the daughter came before he did? To me, that's real petty because i see where your priorities are at. Then the moms wonder why you spend so much time with your gramma instead of her. LIKE, I KNOW YOU ARE NOT TRYNA GET JEALOUS OVER THIS LITTLE THING. My gramma, [and grampa when he was here] always put me first in their hearts, and i'm not even their own kid! Now tell me who really should be jealous here. On second thought, i would NEVER be jealous that you spend more time with the ugliest, low-down, black crumble with no respect, not even a portion of a man that you call a boyfriend! I know you could have done better..