Todays Thoughts -*I'm #1*

No, I'm not a hater. I think far from jealous, but if i was here first, why am i coming second? First in command. First responsible when you die. First to take charge.. I'm #1, but i come #2 in your life. I was your first child. My sister came last, and so did her father. I'm #1, but the last thing on your mind. It hurts, but you don't care. You ignore my feelings completely. You can care less about my opinions. I see now that your decision is made, great. "I hope that you miss me a little when I'm gone." I don't wanna have anything to do with you. Since i come last, i put myself first. I don't worry about anything but me and my sister. College is right around the corner. Get it out now, cause when I'm gone, I'm gone. When i move out, that's it. Make every moment like it's your last with me. I plan to be successful and be everything you weren't. I plan to out shine you. If i have kids, i plan to be a way better mother than you are to me. I plan to be a better person than you ever were, and make wiser decisions. So take that, and let it marinate. Because no matter what you say, i can't and won't settle for less. I will be #1.