My Current Life At This Moment

When you fall into the deepset pit of dispair, how do you wiggle yourself out of it? It's like YOUR stuck on the mouse trap, and your the mouse. I find myself in numorous predicaments that confuse me because i don't know how i got in them. Usually i just throw my hands up and say, " hey i have absolutely nothing to do with this, it's all up to you."But lately, it's kind of hard to do that. There's always something to throw me off course, and the next thing you know, i'm stuck in the middle of a problem. But that's just the daily life of me. There's never a day where trouble doesn't blows my way. That's something that can't be cured. Kind of like LIVER CANCER. Boy, does that sound familiar to me. I lost so many things in this year alone. I am just curious when all of this will come to a halt. And when it does, i will be so grateful.