Can't Cry Over Love

When a person you're so attached to said.."Stop! This all has to stop! You can't be with or around me anymore. It's not MY rules, it's the people who are superior to me who won't let me be with you." What would YOU say to this? Me dealing with a situation like this is total chaos. I wouldn't be able to keep my mind off it and my heart would be an empty hole, let alone BROKEN to pieces. And even after all this, i still haven't found time to cry and let it all out. Maybe I'm still traumatised and don't wanna believe it yet. Or maybe i would feel deep in my heart that it can't be over. This is all a dream and it'll all passover soon enough. Honestly, i don't know what to believe. All i know is "love" is a word that can't be defined. You make love, play with it, and make it grow. When a person whom you love nips love in the butt, it shows how much they really love you. To me, you cannot tell me what MY heart wants. If my heart wants you, then trust and believe that what we had or have is real or can be real. But honestly, if i feel this way after being torn apart, how do you think i really felt about you when thing were good? You lost out on a great person, and i sorta take the blame for it. And with that, I'll end this off with a quote.."This time was different, felt like i was just the victim. And it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life. Now I'm in this condition, and i got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart. But now matter what, you'll NEVER see me cry."