Go On, Don't Be Scared.. We Going Full Speed Ahead!

Everyday, things seem to get deeper with your piers and besties ya know? Wow... Tomorrow I'm gonna go hang out with some besties down at my old school. I'm hoping it's gonna be live, and not suckish. I'm expecting to see odee people as well, but knowing me, things never go as planned. We'll see, and I'll try to blog about what happens if i can. I try to keep you up to date about what goes on in my life. I know you are probably thinking i have issues, but trust me i know people's lives who are 10x worse. Imagine that! Haven't been sleeping lately because SOME of my "reality is finally better than my dreams," but that's not too often. I have a lot of things going on my mind which makes it hard to fall asleep at night. If only i had control of the things that go on around me, and to control people's movement and actions, i would have had everything i ever wanted or needed by now.. I want so many things, and just forget about the "impossible", or the "rules and regulations." Like seriously, are those are what we really are afraid of in life? Live long and prosper as Captain Spock would say..(I'm not a Trekkie) Don't worry about the little things that can come up, live in the moment, and be like Nike and "just do it." Full speed ahead..