Lost Without You

My hair is finally straight again. Which is good is some ways, bad in others..rather not talk about it. Two topics of the day-Emptiness & Anger Management. OK, so you know that feeling when you don't see like one of the most special people in your life, and you just feel lost and empty without them. I had that feeling today. Not for the first time, but it felt like it because every moment feels like the first. You get so used to a person and to not see them for a few days feels weird. Question is, does that person feel the same way? Well, anger management is not very easy to deal with. The thing is for me is that once you get me mad, imma stay mad the whole day so just forget about it. People don't realize i bite my tongue to save you from the embarrassment I'm trying so hard not to provide for you, yet you keep drolling on about one subject i can really care less about! Not only do you look stupid, you just gave me the benefit of the doubt. Now are you happy? When people wanna curse me out, i sit there and listen. If only they knew how ridiculous they sounded from the other end. Like I've been saying, go on ahead and nag your head off because you're only hurting yourself in the long run!Dust your shoulders off, keep it real. Stay cool, calm and collective.