Mixed Feelings Sometimes..

It hurts sometimes ya know? It's like you try, to fail. I shut my mouth try not to comment, but you crackin on me in front of people and that's not even cool. Why? You say you're like my sister, or that i love you, you're my bestie, yet you turn around and do some mess like this. There's a clear line between being funny, joking around, or just going overboard. I don't even goof around like that anymore! What the hell is your problem?! Yes, it hurts don't you see that? Then you WANT stuff from me. You need to figure things out for yourself. What exactly do you want? But if i say something, i am way outta line right? Oh, and that mess you pulled about how i never apologize is complete BULL CRAP! Remember over the summer? With the whole lying and Tayler thing? Who exactly apologized? Um, ME. When i hurt your feelings, what do i say besides I'm sorry. So let's be real here, i NEVER APOLOGIZE. Get out my face with that crap. You were the one who told me i say "I'm sorry" too much. And I'm sorry for whatever, rather i hurt your feelings, or crossed a line. Whatever! But you can never say i never say sorry. I'm not angry with you, but you really make me feel unappreciated sometimes. You have some weird sides to you. But can i ask one favor? Can you show the sides i love the most? Cuz I'm a little heart broken right now. And best believe, I STILL LOVE YOU BESTIE. I don't give up that easy.