"New Smiley"

Sadly won't be in school tomorrow, know you'll miss me. :P My mood went from kinda happy, annoyed, insulted, then straight up pissed all because of you. Why you make fun of me, i don't know. Starting not to care because you will be sorry. I find it funny how you want me to come to school tomorrow, but you make fun of me like there's no tomorrow. Why do i hang out with you? I don't know. Why i allow you to treat me this way? I don't know. Why you want me to show up for school tomorrow? You just wanna insult me as always and why should i make you feel better while hurting me? Does it make you to feel good, cuz that's all i wanna know. What did i do to you? If it's about what i said about Shy or Serod, it's not that deep. They have nothing to do with you and it doesn't interfere with anything. You asked me a question and i answered you truthfully. Isn't that what you wanted? Like i said before, you need to figure out what you want. You are not the same person that i loved so much back in sixth grade. What happened to you? It's like you've changed. You went from totally selfless, nice, sweet, down to earth Smiley to insulting, rude, and mean Smiley in an instant. What's going on with you? Talk to me because you never do. We haven't had a honest deep conversation since sixth grade. I can't believe middle school got to you. I always knew this would happen. "The New Smiley." And guess what? I'm not liking her as much if you've noticed. I still love you so much, but...you're different.