Old Smiley, Welcome Back!

Back to normal baby! I love it! I know why, won't state it out loud. Lunch was SO FREAKIN HOT YO! Dudes feenin but can't get it, so sorry cuz i got it you can't have it! I'm so..well not happy, but smug. Life treatin me good again. But seriously though, i gotta learn to stop being so sensitive and be...DARING. Imma make the last three days at school enjoyable. 13 in about 2 weeks and I'm scared to death of being a teenager. Do you know how many body changes are gonna start now? Well hey, about 4-5 more years and i will be SATISFIED. So excited..so forget all the things i was sayin at the beginning of the week. I turned a new page, and imma turn it up. Top 5 songs that i dedicate to you: I May Never Find-CB (the only song that will actually make me cry because it's true), Down-CB, Whose Girl Is That-Cb, Right Now-DK, Weak-SWV. But mostly i may never find because it makes me cry..don't know why. So much stuff to get off my chest. Can't sleep at night..don't know how much i can take. And then the winter vacation. Sigh..everything is gonna build up, watch. All i can say is don't be afraid to talk to me. I wanna know why CERTAIN people always get nervous around me. I don't even do nothing. I'm just me. So like don't be afraid to kick it with me. Talk to me every now and then, heart to heart. A lot of things peeps should know i love honesty and sweetness. No fakes no dubbs. Keep it 100. And have a sense of humor. Don't be so nervous, i like to vibe and see the real you. Don't be so shy. Love those who are close, keep it 100, and Yaz has love for you.